I removed a whole section of my previous response which I realized could easily be taken the wrong way.

The message seemed to say I don't want us spending too much time together, because of "ambitions" and whatnot, but it came specifically from a place of wanting to spend that much time with you, and from fearing I'll repeat my behaviour from the previous year, which was a simple result of not being open with you. I was wasting so much time last year typing messages I'd never send, so I wasn't getting anything done.

As of yet, my response hasn't been updated on the screen. You might read the original, in which case, I apologize. It's already such a long message too.

I hope you everything has been wonderful for you today. Take care.

Love,

G